What's been the biggest transition of your life?

I think I am going through my most major transition now. I am just coming out of a two year abusive relationship, (am currently recovering from a broken wrist and back from him) and am in a state of constant pain and confusion. At my age I thought I was past all that crazy stuff and never dreamed someone I loved so much could do this to me. I am just really looking for some friends that can help me through this time. About two years ago I talked to a psychic online and every thing she told me has come true. We were in a chat room just chatting and she said my life was going to change in many ways and to beware of the dark haired man. I didn't listen and am now paying the price. At the time I never dreamed he could hurt me like this physically as well as mentally and emotionally. The thing is I don't understand myself..... I have  always been considered intelligent but cannot understand why or how I could still love this man so much.  I will never reconcile but want to know why and how could he do this to me after saying he loves me more than anyone or thing on this earth. Can anyone help me through this? Thank you so much for listening and letting me vent. Looking forward to lifelong friendships here.-------------------Mam4245